Friday, February 24, 2006
how could this happen? i thought things like these lasts a lifetime. suddenly, it's gone. when i came back yesterday, i found the gifts she gave left lying on my bed.of all days, it had to be yesterday. i felt that something was very wrong when i saw those things there. my dad, while mopping the floor, had found the box which i left lying under the bed for years, emptied the contents in it on my bed. i had a feeling something was wrong, but i tried to brush it aside. my premonition was more or less confirmed when i read the blog. there was a sixth sense in me that thought that this might happen, and it did. why does such things happen? i thought they would last a lifetime together just as i thought the other would, but it really didn't. this just shows how fragile relationships are. how human nature can suddenly tilt the balance of a happy one, to that of a nightmare. i really thought you'd last.. i don't want to see you with someone new again, i was happy when you were with him.
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i wish my life's like a movie, where everything that you wish to happen, happens. i wish you were part of my movie.
i wish while in your deepest darkest moments, i was coincidentally there for you to cry on my shoulder. whilst you were crying in the rain, rain water drenching you from head to toe, every strand of your hair sticking on you, your tears diluted with rain. then i'd walk by eventually with an umbrella in my hand, overshadowing you, covering you from the rain.
or i would message you at the exact time it happened. you'd ask if i was free to meet you. i'd have the whole day to myself without any worry of interruption. we'd spend the whole day doing stuff, watching movies, retail therapy, drinking coffee. at night, while i send you home, you suddenly break down to tears and tell me what had happen the day before. i was there for you again..
i wish my life was a movie..
and we'd live happily ever after.
i wish you'd read this.
some people wait a lifetime, for a moment like this.
KICKED ASS AT 2/24/2006 01:35:00 PM.
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ME
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