 1st day of school n it's already so fucked up.. y did i even bother consider going to cjc.. michael tan's an old fuck, his dogs r older fuckers, n the barber shld be banned from the practice of hair styling.. anybody's hair which is longer than mine is considered long already. - michael tan the old fuck the barber should juz "zip" n that's it, no more fuss. - michael tan the old fuck this hairstyle is better. better than your old one. - michael tan the old fuck's dog any hairstyle is better than yours. - me KICKED ASS AT 1/02/2004 10:23:00 PM. random moments of mY life. 1. prata 2. o'levels results 3. bumming around 4. 1st time clubber 5. last time clubber.. (maybe?) 6. most visits to stalin's office 7. camps 8. caught zaoing lecture.. 9. tan boey sey = ms. cheng (no one wants her) 10. sars mars cars bars tars wars (pronounce it quick!) fars etc. 11. lame jokes often getting whacked up for 12. "some say leh, some say lah. uncle phua says time to fight sars" 13. "singaporeans we have a part to play, to be sars free at the end of the day" 14. the painful moments wishing there was school in april. 15. canoeing, not cannotnoeing 100. competition. looking forward. 1. A'levels 2. AO' levels 3. socking someone right in the face.. =) 4. 18 years old! er hem.. *adult voice* eighteen years old 5. her. 6. doing random moments like this again at the end of the year 7. enlistment. 8. study. (hope) 9. telling the teachers they suck on grad nite 10. grad nite 11. j1s 12. j2 life 13. stoner.. 14. kallang river 15. tell phang her butt is too big for her own good 100. competition KICKED ASS AT 1/01/2004 09:55:00 PM. something was brought to my attention juz now.. a friend of mine told me that i may think i have that problem, but in actual fact, it's another problem which may have caused me to think that i have that problem.. also that the human mind is complexed and unpredictable.. could it be that i'm juz shying away from my real problem? if i am, what the hell is my REAL problem? come to think of it, i have too many problems already. all these problems are probably caused by me being overly concerned for others, making myself elusive to the fact that i am not looking out for my own interest as well.. i feel like i'm care too much for the people who are not really my friends. my impulsive behaviour has also caused others to think that i am what i'm actually not. situations appear when i don't want it to happen. y? is everybody facing the same dilemma as me? or am i just "special"? KICKED ASS AT 12/29/2003 11:32:00 PM.
 the pic taken at the sdba bbq on sat.. note where my finger is.. yes folks.. his is THAT short.. hehe.. click to enlarge it.. the pic i mean..  me beside the tv star of a rumoured upcoming cheesy soap opera.. canoeing n love, and upcoming channel U tv series, my house at kallang! =D KICKED ASS AT 12/28/2003 11:23:00 PM. if only... KICKED ASS AT 12/28/2003 11:06:00 PM. i finally had a chance to go out today...!! yea.. went to the canoeists' bbq before going to the carol under the stars thing in my church canoeists' bbq was damn fun.. the camaraderie was superb.. i lurve it.. i wasn't wrong.. the bond between us is really there.. n i could feel it =) stingray was the speciality there.. real tasty!.. n had sakae too.. which tasted quite queer.. =P but... daniel's the drunkard.. =p haha.. zhen han daniel n i form the drunkard gang.. sometimes i wish things like these wouldn't end.. rushed down to church after that to find out that the function had juz ended.. anyway.. i've passed her the present.. hope she'll like it tho.. when she asked me if it was another soft toy, i was like... shit... u mean she doesn't like the stuff i've given her over the years? sigh =(... anyway i gave her a mogu pillow in case u were wondering. i bet u weren't so there u go. yea.. it's a nice feeling to know almost everybody in your church.. everywhere u go u'll see friendly faces smiling at u n u will tend to smile back at them.. the atmosphere is juz so warm there.. too bad it's been spoilt because of a certain few backstabbing ppl... those ppl who really grossed me out.. wish they could juz fuck off... but who m i to judge? i'm no archbishop of singapore dude.. lovely time spent btw.. i wish to do it again.. if i could... or juz turn back time.. that'll do the trick.. if only.. i realllllllllly hope she doesn't read my blog anymore.. i want nothing to happen now.. absolutely nothing. unless.. well that's juz wishful thinking.. stupid me.. life's juz ain't the same dude. arhhhhhh i gotta stop being the fucked up old me!! gotta get her off now.. i'm gonna change!! one of my new year's resolution. yes that's it.. juz don't do anything anymore.. somehow i'm real excited over my birthday even though it's like months away.. heh heh... hint. =D KICKED ASS AT 12/28/2003 01:17:00 AM. |
ME hi, i'm ben, you can call me ben, ben tan, benjamin tan, choc god, whatever.. just don't call me suzy. i'm your not-so-average guy next door (if you really are my neighbour), otherwise i'm just your not-so-average guy. i'm fascinated with ah bengs and their ability to survive in the world right here right now. if i have the money and time and an ah beng, i'll conduct a series of tests and experiments to see how they do it. don't you wanna know too? BY GEORGE... OTHER MEs. cheap shoes!! vic paul miss phua jocheben jasmine beckie isabelle germaine joy gay ben yo. manuel mark camilia cat sophie isa rach incredible tales.. of xiaoming do you like to talk cock? blogger GREETINGS.. BUAY PAISEH AH 
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