 tired. that's what i'm feeling now. i've finally died. waiting to be reborn again. i wanna be a phoenix. gosh. who am i kidding? no one loves me... =( KICKED ASS AT 3/24/2004 09:39:00 PM. i feel so damn old.. as if age is catching up with me. life's just impossible to live to the fullest. there's always somebody to prevent you from doing what you really want to do. i just want to thank everyone for making my birthday one of the most memorable ones in my life. =D i'm glad to have friends like you people. competition's coming again this saturday.. after a lousy one at sdba, i've lost my competitive edge already.. i've gotta get it back tomorrow. tomorrow's the last day to train before the junior championships. in the meantime, i realllllllly need your help when you see me. remind me to stop if i'm: - eating fried food - eating chocolates (this is gonna be hard.) - drinking carbonated drinks - moody - still awake after 11.30 pm there's only one thing you need not do is to wake me up when i'm sleeping during lect/tutorial. that applies to teachers too. this is essentially important because it is already bad enough that i'm not getting enough rest before my race. it'll be worse if you try to invoke my wrath by waking me up while i'm having my beauty sleep so don't. you've been duly warned. =D times have changed. life ain't the same as before. i guess it is human nature to change when somebody steps into your life. tolerance is not one of my strong points. i'm sorry. but why can't i just forget this person? you've been running in my mind since i've met you. what's the matter with you? didn't you tell me you absolutely hate runnning? what is it in you that so magically brought me up and let me fall? note to self: add this to my list of DO NOT DO's. i.e. thinking of these things. somebody help me? i've not been able to tell anyone about this. i just can't. there are some people whom i just can't stand the sight of. it sickens me to see you behave this way. i'm sorry but please, GROW UP. i just don't feel 18. 17? 18? what's the difference? KICKED ASS AT 3/23/2004 09:51:00 PM. I'm 15 for a moment Caught in between 10 and 20 And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are I'm 22 for a moment She feels better than ever And we're on fire Making our way back from Mars 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to lose 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live I'm 33 for a moment Still the man, but you see I'm a they A kid on the way A family on my mind I'm 45 for a moment The sea is high And I'm heading into a crisis Chasing the years of my life 15 there's still time for you Time to buy, Time to lose yourself Within a morning star 15 I'm all right with you 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live Half time goes by Suddenly you’re wise Another blink of an eye 67 is gone The sun is getting high We're moving on... I'm 99 for a moment Dying for just another moment And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are 15 there's still time for you 22 I feel her too 33 you’re on your way Every day's a new day... 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live *100 years* five for fighting. KICKED ASS AT 3/23/2004 09:33:00 PM. |
ME hi, i'm ben, you can call me ben, ben tan, benjamin tan, choc god, whatever.. just don't call me suzy. i'm your not-so-average guy next door (if you really are my neighbour), otherwise i'm just your not-so-average guy. i'm fascinated with ah bengs and their ability to survive in the world right here right now. if i have the money and time and an ah beng, i'll conduct a series of tests and experiments to see how they do it. don't you wanna know too? BY GEORGE... OTHER MEs. cheap shoes!! vic paul miss phua jocheben jasmine beckie isabelle germaine joy gay ben yo. manuel mark camilia cat sophie isa rach incredible tales.. of xiaoming do you like to talk cock? blogger GREETINGS.. BUAY PAISEH AH 
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