 how could this happen? i thought things like these lasts a lifetime. suddenly, it's gone. when i came back yesterday, i found the gifts she gave left lying on my bed.of all days, it had to be yesterday. i felt that something was very wrong when i saw those things there. my dad, while mopping the floor, had found the box which i left lying under the bed for years, emptied the contents in it on my bed. i had a feeling something was wrong, but i tried to brush it aside. my premonition was more or less confirmed when i read the blog. there was a sixth sense in me that thought that this might happen, and it did. why does such things happen? i thought they would last a lifetime together just as i thought the other would, but it really didn't. this just shows how fragile relationships are. how human nature can suddenly tilt the balance of a happy one, to that of a nightmare. i really thought you'd last.. i don't want to see you with someone new again, i was happy when you were with him. ----------------------------------------- i wish my life's like a movie, where everything that you wish to happen, happens. i wish you were part of my movie. i wish while in your deepest darkest moments, i was coincidentally there for you to cry on my shoulder. whilst you were crying in the rain, rain water drenching you from head to toe, every strand of your hair sticking on you, your tears diluted with rain. then i'd walk by eventually with an umbrella in my hand, overshadowing you, covering you from the rain. or i would message you at the exact time it happened. you'd ask if i was free to meet you. i'd have the whole day to myself without any worry of interruption. we'd spend the whole day doing stuff, watching movies, retail therapy, drinking coffee. at night, while i send you home, you suddenly break down to tears and tell me what had happen the day before. i was there for you again.. i wish my life was a movie.. and we'd live happily ever after. i wish you'd read this. some people wait a lifetime, for a moment like this. KICKED ASS AT 2/24/2006 01:35:00 PM. i'm confused, why are people so proud to be labelled a "social drinker" status in a wholivesnearyou account? will social drinking give you a boost to a higher class of society? --------- imagine a world void of emotions, where no feelings are ever present anywhere. there's no one to laugh with, to cry about, to be proud of, to be angry at. You just live alone, much like tom hanks in cast away. imagine that. you have no idea what love is, much less knowing who you loved one is. no family, no friends. nobody. which is good right? you don't have to experience the pain of having them to leave you. "God's unfair," you'd say, why does he have to take away the person who mean the world to me? those unable to take it psychologically breaks down to tears as if they are at the end of the road and have nowhere else to go. whilst some have to overcome the emotional burden and struggle to make ends meet. and this doesn't happen once, no. this feeling will haunt you for as long as you love someone, be it a family member or friend. sad, isn't it? what's more, you don't have to be angry anymore! there's on one to vent your anger on, no one to make you hate, no one to get on your nerves. say goodbye to inconsiderate drivers on the roads, to idiots cutting your queue, to a girlfriend you waited 2 hours for but still hasn't arrived yet. heck, there's no need to frown anymore since it's said to tense more muscles than smiles. no more grr's.. no more sighs, no more sobs. how cool is that? not cool. there'll also be no more hahas, no more aww's... no more yays. no one to get hugs from, no kisses every morning to say "i love you", no one even to say "i love you" to. if these are the emotions you don't want to miss, why then, can't there be a world void of sadness, tears and pain? WHY IS GOD, AN OMNIPOTENT BEING HAVE TO UNLEASH SUCH A CURSE FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES? simple. it's through these emotions that we appreciate the hahas more, appreciate the hugs and kisses alot more. they're an excuse to get loved back by another person when the other has hurt you emotionally. they're the reason you console someone with and as a result, grow stronger together each day. they're the reason you treat them better than a new set of bang and olufsen lcd tv, just in case you regret that you don't love them enough when they leave you. now tell me, how cool is THAT? KICKED ASS AT 2/19/2006 08:03:00 PM. |
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