 at heaven's door.. *knock knock*.. me: God, are you there? can you come out and talk? i need your advice. i need your help. heaven bent to take my hand and lead me through the fire be the long awaited answer to a long and painful fight truth be told i've tried my best but somewhere along the way i got caught up in all there was to offer and the cost was so much more than i could bear though i've tried, i've fallen i have sunk so low i'm messed up better i should know so don't come round here and tell me i told you so heaven bent to take my hand i have nowhere left to turn i've lost to those i thought were friends to everyone i know oh they turned their heads embarrassed pretend that they don't see but it's one missed step you'll slip before you know it and there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed KICKED ASS AT 10/30/2004 01:11:00 PM. if only i could tell you somehow.. KICKED ASS AT 10/29/2004 11:10:00 PM.
 this is hilarious! n so true.. KICKED ASS AT 10/28/2004 02:50:00 PM.
TOW: it's not the quantity but the quality that countsit is not about the amount of work you have done but whether you understand what you are doing.it is not about the amount of time you spend with your loved ones but the quality of the time spent. it is not about the amount of chocolate you have eaten but the brand of the chocolate. it is not about the amount of friends you made but the type of friends you hang out with. it is not about the speed of your computer but whether you fully utilised it. it is not about the amount of times you have sex but whether that person gives you hot sex. wheeehehehehe.. it is not about the amount of free time you have but whether you used it to surf porn or watch a movie with your friend. it is not about the number of oreo cookies you have now but whether you can finish it. it is not about the number of words you've written in your essay but the content of it. it is not about the number of tuition you've signed up but whether you are smart or not. it is not about the number of people in a choir but the quality of each person in it. it is not the amount of alcohol bottles you've owned but the content of alcohol inside. it is not about the price of your running shoes but the stamina of the user. it is not about the number of gossips you dished out but the content of your gossip. it is not about the number of proton sagas you own but the single ferrari you keep it is not about the number of "it is not about the..." i've typed but whether you understand what i'm trying to put to you =D KICKED ASS AT 10/27/2004 10:14:00 PM.
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benedict! ur blog is full of crap! u really ought to stop posting so many pictures of daryl lee ( aka stuart little ) cuz i bet e pple sitting behind me in lecture now who are secretly peeping at my screen are gg blind. haha post more pictures of me lah! so much nicer!
no lor.. i bet they are getting turned on by my lesbian pics regardless of sex.. wahahahaha.. u sure u want me to post ur pics? don't regret k?
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TOW: my first, true blog of myself after a long time.yup, the title says it all. so if you can't be bothered about my life at all, i hope your computer gets a virus and spreads it to you. weehehehe.. i'm evil..seriously, don't bother reading this if you are not interested. i'm taking a short break before studying again so please don't reprimand me, i'll be a good boy and go back to work once i'm done k? i'm dead worried.. i'm dead worried that i'm not worried about my a's at all. it's like i'm gonna die but i'm still staying at home, watching the tube and bagging chips instead of saving the world or something. i've got tons left to complete but i'm still behaving as if i'm taking psle. i've got plans if i were to fail my exams but i'm a little bit disillusioned at the moment. the end of my 1st phase of my life and i'm still not putting in effort to wrap it up and end it well. i knew i shouldn't have entered cjc because i'm not the disciplined type where i'd study when the need arises which is like.. everyday of my past 2 years? but i'm not sure if i had regretted entering cjc because of my friends.. cuz they've been the best i've had in my life. i'm afraid to know the outcome of my life in the coming year. i'm afraid of failure. i'm afraid that i'll disappoint my parents.. i'm afraid of losing out to the bastard brother of mine. i'm afraid.. i'm afraid.. since psle, i've been escaping death and scraping thru to get on to the next phase in education.. but now i've run out of energy to escape anymore, i'd just give up and surrender to fate now that there's really little time left. i really hope that God will help us all to get through this and i'll be praying for all of us to see each other in the universities when we get outta ns yea? =D ps.. JON!! dun fret.. start now and u'll get the rhythm going.. i'll be praying for you too k? KICKED ASS AT 10/26/2004 10:20:00 PM.
TOW: my last physics practical of my whole life.stupid daryl pan.. think he's too hot to click on my comments box aye?? weehehehehe.. there.. i've changed to this k? so you ALL can leave comments now! yay! and you don't have to swallow your ego to gimme comments already right? kk.. i sounded damn despo.. leave it or not it's fine with me.. but i'll love you more if u do! wahahahaha.. *evil laugh*yes folks.. it's the last physics practical of my whole studying life. it's like.. sucked. cuz the moment i wrote my name on the paper, my pen gave up on me and the ink stopped flowing out of my pen.. i had to timidly raise my hand and beg to borrow one. me: er.. sir, may i borrow a pen? mine gave up on me already.. invigilator: WHAT? NO! it's the a levels and you didn't have a pen ready? i ought to deduct marks for negligence! me: WHAT? NO! it's just bad luck that my pen ran out of ink and it has nothing to do with the a levels k? invigilator: you dare to answer back? you've got alot of nerve.. for that i shall deduct more of your marks! *evil grin*  me: unfair!!  i shall defeat you with my lightsaber and force a pen out of you!  invigilator: think i don't have?  and we fought.  in the end.. i won.. (of course..)  n i managed to retrieve a pen from his carcass.  VICTORY! n i continued doing my work.. no la.. he actually lent me his without questioning me.. how nice..  but it was still a victory! booya! KICKED ASS AT 10/25/2004 10:44:00 PM. |
ME hi, i'm ben, you can call me ben, ben tan, benjamin tan, choc god, whatever.. just don't call me suzy. i'm your not-so-average guy next door (if you really are my neighbour), otherwise i'm just your not-so-average guy. i'm fascinated with ah bengs and their ability to survive in the world right here right now. if i have the money and time and an ah beng, i'll conduct a series of tests and experiments to see how they do it. don't you wanna know too? BY GEORGE... OTHER MEs. cheap shoes!! vic paul miss phua jocheben jasmine beckie isabelle germaine joy gay ben yo. manuel mark camilia cat sophie isa rach incredible tales.. of xiaoming do you like to talk cock? blogger GREETINGS.. BUAY PAISEH AH 
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