 i m gonna be da last to announce this.. it's kinda clich� i noe.. but.. let me say it pls? k.. promotional examinations two thousand and three has unofficially ended on the sixteenth of october, two thousand and three. yes.. i have said it.. thank u.. now informally: fuck promos.. thank u once again eh.. i'm totally zonked out emotionally for promos.. it's like.. running the last leg of the race knowing that u're gonna end up in hospital for muscle spasms.. i'm juz gonna hafta wait for da results.. nothing i can do abt it now.. unless i put on a ninja suit n start snooping ard the school for the results n alter them.. nt juz mine but the ppl whom i wan to see nxt yr in jc2 =D i've unknowingly stressed my legs out today.. played 5 hours of pool n that means standing on my own two feet for 5 blardie hours.. torturing my poor littl tootsies.. i'm sure they'll need the rest now cuz they r sooooooo damn tired... KICKED ASS AT 10/16/2003 11:14:00 PM. Hey Mom, why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you teach me a thing or two? You just let me go, out into the world, You never thought to share what you knew. So I walked under a bus, I got hit by a train, Keep fallin' in love, Which is kind of the same, I've sunk out at sea, crashed my car, gone insane, And it felt so good, I wanna do it again. Hey Mom, why didn't you warn me? 'Cause about girls there's something I should have known, They're like chocolate cake, like cigarettes, I know they're bad for me but I just can't leave 'em alone. Hey Mom, since we're talkin', What was it like when you were young? Has the world changed or is still the same? A woman can kill and still be the sweetest fun. KICKED ASS AT 10/16/2003 11:06:00 PM. Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blowtorch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep Promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now I'm in too deep there's no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train never going back Wrong way on a one way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train Everything seems cut and dry Day and night , earth and sky Somehow I just don't believe it Bought a ticket for a runaway train Like a madman just a laughin' at the rain Little out of touch , little insane Just easier than dealing with the pain Runaway train never comin' back Runaway train tearin' up the track Runaway train burnin' in my veins Runaway but it always seems the same KICKED ASS AT 10/16/2003 10:18:00 PM. boy, m i glad this blog's kinda secluded from probing eyes.. or else this blog would be so scandalous tt fat man paul will tell me to close it down... (make me..-__-) on the lighter side of things.. Dido's my new woman! she's got the smoothest voice i've ever heard.. oh n dun worry, evanescence's my fav band still n yea.. amy lee's still got my award for "most devilish angel" an oxymoron? niope.. this describes her perfectly well. promos really sucked.. except math of course.. but i practically slept thru half the physics paper la.. wuz damn tired cuz i wuz mugging n desperately trying to memorise the formulae the night b4.. sigh.. all this last min work thing is pretty bad for my health.. sigh.. ever since i started tlking to u recently again.. life has never been the same as b4.. i used to click pretty much wif u in our sec school years.. but.. has life after tt really changed tt drastically for u? it doesn't really seem changed for me.. juz tt.. i dunno.. i hope to hear those words from u again.. clich�? yarh.. but it's pretty much wad's happening to me now. she used to be my tourniquet during my dark times in sec sch.. now, i hafta rely on myself now.. can't really trust anyone these days.. sometimes, exams bring out the bad side of ppl.. juz to get tt position.. is it really worth it to lose all your frens? maybe it is to them, after all, they'll haf to meet new ppl when they get into the workforce.. so they can use tt skill they've learnt in school to stab others in the back to get that promotion.. clich� again? well it's life for u baby.. promos r nearing the end.. somehow, i dun haf the urge to start studying for my last paper.. felt as if A levels r over.. gosh.. i realised now tt time really flies.. i suppose it is a new era n time too has to fit into this new life.. dammit.. speaking of promos.. i'll be jumping up n down if i cld ever get promoted.. tis has gotta be the worst exam i've ever faced yet.. life's so complexed.. y shld it be? KICKED ASS AT 10/15/2003 12:00:00 AM. I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, I'll tell you that. But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it where's the sense in that? I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again And I caused but nothing but trouble I understand if you can't talk to me again And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then I'm sure that that makes sense Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be And when we meet Which I'm sure we will All that was then Will be there still I'll let it pass And hold my tongue And you will think That I've moved on.... Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door I'm in love and always will be KICKED ASS AT 10/14/2003 11:17:00 PM. i feel so guilty.. there're ppl coming in to check out my blog, hoping something new gets posted... but to their disappointment, the latest entry wuz written like eons ago.. i'm totally absolutely VERY sorry!! i'll try my best to keep tis haven updated so u all can snigger at my life.. n to think nobdy visits my blog animore.... so there's a lesson to be learnt! plsssss plssssss plssssssssssssssssssss tag a msg on the tagboard so at least there're ppl coming here even to use my blog as a shield to prevent your parents from finding out that u r surfing porn when they walk into the room.. the least u can do is thank me for helping u! =D i'll be back after all my promotional examinations r done.. be patient! =D KICKED ASS AT 10/12/2003 02:37:00 PM. i'm so damn inspired by evanescence......... they're like........... hell's fav band...... i mean, don't you feel like it's halloween all over again? wonder where they get their inspiration 4rm, wonder where they've got those chords 4rm too.. n amy lee... wow....... she's got the voice of an angel but an attitude of a devil all in one.. how cool is zat? was at daniel's house today.. supposed to study.. but when he learnt the power of cracking a file.. oh man... we started.. no i mean.. he started to be all vice city crazy................. n we started recording gory events of the game.. which was all so damn cool... check it out studying... fark it.. it's partay! sigh... the sentence i've been longing to say since dunno when.. 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